I've Abandoned You

Between long college school days to hard working nights and intense dance practices... my mind is drifting elsewhere.
I wake up looking at the creative things that I want to accomplish within the day...and do  n o t h i n g.  

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Exhausted Minds;
Everyday, my mind is used to being full with information that taking a break from school work and thinking still has me exhausted. I was thinking to myself, "When I get a break that's my chance to work on my creatives!" But, I was wrong in thinking so because I didn't know how tired out I was. At this point I can only say..."Sorry, I'm absent." I also know that no one blames me but myself. Any faults that one may have are always criticized by oneself. We are our WORST critic. 

My Apology;
I'm rambling on about things that never make sense, as if I'm writing in first person addressing only to myself. I want to apologize to myself, but it's really NOT wrong to feel tired and exhausted. Or, to look at yourself in a critical way...

To You;
But, the goal of solving a mind's exhaustion is to love oneself. So, even when it gets difficult remember to take it easy on yourself as hard as that sounds, even when you are critical to yourself. Being critical means that there will be change. Loving yourself means that the change will be GREAT. 

xoxo
​~Sun