Discouraged is how I feel, at least it's how I often feel. Like these words crammed to an edge, but pushed by my own hands...
Being in a small town outside of the WORLD...
One reason why I always feel like my creativity is not going anywhere could be at fault with my environment even though other factors can be changed by myself. I don't live in any big city that I would wish to live in. Opportunities are there for you to search for them, but a lot more simple when you live in an environment that can give opportunities. I know I'm only a college student right now and shouldn't be worry about much, but I always feel that my little town is holding me back. Every day I think to myself, "There is nothing here" and that I'm compressed in this box. I can only do so much and only time will permit me to as long as I work hard towards it.
In my little town there aren't creative people that I can meet up with like in the larger cities. I would often travel far distances to see people or not travel at all since all cities are so far from where I live. Neither is my city anywhere near spectacular or photo worthy. But, I shouldn't compare my life with others or be discouraged from being so limited. Being limited is how we all should grow. Will I move? Of course because environment psychologically affects an individual a ton. Even if I can't move now there will be a time when I can finally move out of this little town and into a bigger city. Right now I will make of what I have and try my best.
Things don't come easy for everyone and that's how it is.
I remember hearing that everyone has a different "time" for everything. If I'm not able to do something now doesn't mean that time wouldn't permit me to do so in the future.
So with that said, nothing is too late. Fight with me and when you find discouragement, pick it up again, this time pushing harder!
Thanks for visiting my loves!
Hey^^ Thanks for visiting my page. I hope you enjoy the content, and feel free to comment if you like~